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As Per Our Prior Entries, we've been having a difficult time with a certain entity (that we have been calling a few different names), its desire to keep kadaj from leaving the private headspace and entering the tangible world, and its method of doing so by subjecting myself to rounds of self loathing, exhaustion, and doubt.

this specific "version" of the entity i have been calling The Dissolutor, as the way it has attacked me recently and in the past has been in the shape of people, places, things and systems that attempt to dissolve my sense of self until i am silent, palatable, and repressed enough to play the role given to me by many grander Narratives -- the tool, the servant, the obstacle for the "real characters" of the world. The Dissolutor operates as a sort of "arbiter of fate", though in a more insidious, inter/personal or cultural manner than the reality-bending entities found in the remakes. it is sneaky as fuck, and appears not only in the headspace, but in other ways, such as through the systemic erasure of our names, the lack of/repression of images that reflect who we all are, and a chronic feeling of depersonaliztion and "unreal"ness. the following screed will get into what this means for us and how we've been fighting back.